Friday, March 25, 2005

Finally, finally!!!!!!!!!!!!
Activated my GPRS!
Wooohooooo. BOO.
Anyways, have some seminar today.
IF the tickets aren't sold out!
Or me and sissy are going out instead.
Its blurdy 3 hrs for goodness sake!
Hope its worth my time.
Okay, iv been reading loads of books.
And i mean, LOADS!
Okay, until yesterday,
I've read at least 5 books, in er, 2 weeks!
Weeeeeeeeeee!! imma BOOKWORM!
Oh well, have nothing else to talk about.
Ciao.

miz kicked the coke machine
8:11 PM

Monday, March 21, 2005

Spose' to be at school.
But what the heck?
I havent finished ma maths homework.
Boo. So i decided to skip school to complete it.
Im such a cow. HAH.
Anyhoos, yesterday was the 1st day of school.
And it blurdy well sucked.
ENGLISH period sucked anyway.
I mean, dont get me wrong,
I ADORE the english language, but,
The teacher is just such a nuisance.
Not trying to critisice her or anything,
Not that i could tell,
But its just that her lessons are plain BORING!
Seriously, she doesnt know how to conduct her lessons well.
Even Mr Seow knows how to do his job better,
And i dont even like him.
So anyways, the day continued to be even worse.
Stayed back real late.
To complete Maths of course. Boo.
Miss Yeo helped alot tho. Thanks yeah?
Waited for lynn at the same time.
Okay, fine, u caught me.
Also him. No, no. I didnt exactly wait for him.
Its just so that he was having training, so yeah.
You get the point.
It was boring tho. On e way home, i meant.
Lynn was constantly with Bises, And Sharon wit Rosan.
And that bloody Wee chuan, has to disturb them.
So there i was, feeling like the 5th person.
Well, not really, cos there was Wee Chuan.
Anyway, HE walked too fast and i seriously wanted to catch up,
But the lovebirds had to walk slowly,
So i was influenced.
But i didnt want to show any signs,
So i followed their pace. Which i hated.
Im just used to walking real fast.
And now i know where i got it from. MOM!
Well, all i know is, His haircut is spectacular.
(Look, im even using BIG words!! See how nice it is?)
He looks really really.... NEAT!
No kidding.
So anyways, just finished reading
Shopaholic Ties Knot, Sophie Kinsella.
(Not that im "advertising" her book or anything.)
Im just too caught up wit the characters of the book.
They sound so different from Asian couples.
What i mean is, Asian couples, they just focus on Romance.
But these British couples, they argue!
I mean, they have their own sense of humor,
And the other partner actually understands it and goes along wit it.
Unlike Asian couples, they dont geddit and just shrugs.
Well, MOST of the Asian couples i guess.
Its just different.
I love to argue wit my partner one day.
I dont want him to treat me so good i'll start feeling irritated.
Seriously. Its, well, DISGUSTING!!
Oh well, i better start on my homework.
Due date's tmrw. Gotta rush!
Orr, i could always skip school again.
Could i?

miz kicked the coke machine
6:30 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Oh my goodnessssss!!
Im one of the early birdies that got ready!!
My older sister is the 1st, as usual.
Second has got to be my younger sister,
Then its my mom, and then its ME!!!!!
ME, ME ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ha-ha. My daddy's last.
So which means to say,
I DIDNT LOSEEEEEEEEEE!!
BOO. Hah.
Anyhoos, waiting for DADDY to get ready,
And then we're off to KL for 2 days.
2 FRIGGIN' DAYS!!
Just 2 days!!! What the heck?!?
Just cos DADDY couldnt get off for more days.
BOO. that sucks.
Anyhoos, gotta be lucky.
At least i get to get away from homework and stuff.
Oh god, school's in 3 days time!!
Oh my god, help me! Im SUFFOCATING!!
But hey, at least im going SHOPPING!!
Weeeeeeeeeeeee. Loads of things tah buy.
Seems like iv been missing out on him.
Nothing about him for like at least a week.
Which is good.
Which means im ALMOST over him.
Yeyy!! Okay, that sucks.
I DONT WANNA get over him!!
BoooHoooo!!
Oh well, think DADDY's ready now.
Im off fer now.
Boo!

miz kicked the coke machine
3:31 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

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miz kicked the coke machine
1:42 AM

Monday, March 14, 2005

Okay, thanks to WEE CHUAN,
my hair is full of sand.
He friggin' buried me in them.
Oh well, was much fun yesterday.
Im all red now. But i feel sick.
I feel so warm and blurdy hot.
My parent's hate me now cos i came back late.
What the heck. They cant stay mad at me all e time.
Im their daughter for goodness sake!
They'll get over it.
Yeap, bout yesterday.
Met up wit lynn at 9 at her place. Changed and everything
My shoes are still there, and her sis's slipper are here lol.
Anyhoos, met up wit Sharon, Bises, Rosan and Wee chuan
At tha interchange at 10. Spose tah meet Sam, but we came earlier,
And plus they wanted to eat, so Sam, sorry bout that yeah?
So on da way, me and Wee chuan were the lonely assholes,
Cos lynn was wit Bises and Sharon was wit Rosan,
But Wee chuan's okay i guess. His funny, well not really.
He was upset wit things i shouldnt brag about in ere.
But after that he was okay.
When we reached Sentosa, went straight into da water.
Was really cold despite the warm weather.
Wee Chuan kept disturbing the love birds,
So i was sort off left alone at first.
If only HE was there. Gee.
Anyways, went to this big floaty thing in e middle of da sea.
Only Lynn, Bises, Wee chuan and i went there,
Cos Sharon and Rosan wanted to hanky-panky.
Haha, nah. They couldnt swim.
Spent like a full 3 hrs in da water.
After that the guys went biking and we girls tanned.
And played vball of course.
I think it was abt 2 when Jeanie and all of em arrived.
Oh well. Didnt do much at the beach.
Just swam and tanned and played vball thats all.
Im like so damn tired now.
When i came home yesterday, slept thru da night.
Oh well, getting smth to eat.
Ciao.

miz kicked the coke machine
6:05 PM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Omg, there was a sudden improvement.
HE MESSAGED ME!! i mean, messaged me BACK.
Congratulations.
Oh god, that sounds sooo insultive.
Sorry baby. i didnt mean that.
Anyhooooos, sometimes i feel he messages me back,
Cos his just bored. Or worse,
HE PITY MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh my god, NO NO NO NO NO NO!
That's the worse thing that should happen!
Olrite, anyway, holidays are here baby!!
WOOOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time to enjoy!!
You know, i feel like these past few weeks,
Iv been working TOO hard. Like seriously.
Especially wit the new class and all.
And time passes sooo quickly.
I seriously miss my previous class, definitely.
We were so united lol.
More like united in getting TROUBLE!
Yeap, 2f's famous fer that, i remember.
So is 3i now. Gee, teacher's been like,
"Your class is suppose to be one of the best class,
and many teachers expect good behaviour from yr class"
Good behaviour my ass.
Oh well, going to da beach tmrw.
Not confirmed. But lynn and sharon are going wit their boys.
And i? Again left alone.
Just like the other day. Oh god.
And now they're gonna ask HIM to come.
Oh i wish he can make it!!
Oh please, please let him make it!
But i hope he wont chicken out cos of me.
Then i'll be such a loser cos he wants to avoid me.
Oh heck, if he does that, it obviously means,
HIS NOT A GREAT GUY AFTERALL.
Altho, i wanna be in his arms.
Oh well, its all FANTASIES.
GO DREAM DAMMIT!!
no no, i should not.
Dreams may not come true,
But i can sure work on them.
Oh well, time to work tha magic then.
Ciao, wish me lucky luck yeah?

miz kicked the coke machine
1:07 AM

Friday, March 11, 2005

Whats the use if we're together,
But we dont say anything?
It's like we're strangers all over again.
Which means more work has to be done.
His starting to message me back, what an improvement.
It seems like im forcing him to reply, but no.
This time, I stopped messaging him first.
I mean, i ended it first. Yey!
Im trying so hard to avoid him. But gosh, it has to be so tough.
It really is. His just so, so,
No words can describe him.
He might seem like a bad person, actually he doesnt,
But people says he does, i think, whatever,
To me his not.
Anyway, even so, i see this part of him dat wants to be good.
I mean, he wants to be a good person.
Whenever i see him alone, he's face gets all innocent.
Its like his a good and decent person.
But when his wit his friends, its like that face changes.
He'll have this tricky look in him.
THAT i dont understand.
But hey, thats him. I certainly dont mind.
Hah. But i guess i'll never get to change that person inside.
Gee, it suddenly seems all so surreal.
Its like its the month of love or smth.
Everyone's in couple and all.
Oh god, i just realised that. Wow.
Hmmm, i seriously cant resist it.
But why doesnt he speak.
When his innocent, i wish he would speak to me.
Im like a friggin wall to him. Its like im not there.
We dont communicate no more.
We're strangers all over again. Its weird.
When will things develop?
When will the sparks come?
Guess it'll never will.
Im such an idiot!

miz kicked the coke machine
3:14 AM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Okay, i know iv mentioned this before.
But i just cant resist it anymore.
i HAVE to mention this. His just soooo cuteeee today.
Okay, minus his stupid boring face.
You know what, i just wish he would read this and understand me.
But i so know that he'll ignore and avoid me,
Once he knows i like him. I bet so.
I can see it from his face. His hating ME!!!!
HE FARKING HATES ME!! ARGHHH.
Okay, take this scenario.
A guy, whom u were close with last time,
You joked wit him, He joked wit u.
You never run out of things to say, ur always laughing wit him.
Basically just having fun wit him always.
But there comes a period when he suspects his frens are putting
You and Him together and he doesnt like it,
But u dont mind, BUT, u dont want it too,
Cos you KNOW that he wont like it and u dont want him
to not like it cos u like him, duh,
But ur friends keep forcing him and stuff like dat,
And he gets so so irritated by it, that he ignores YOU instead.
But u just miss him and u wish he would miss u too.
And, u tried messaging him, but he doesnt message u back,
And he gives stupid excuses like his in no mood,
But replies other people instead.
Which gives u the biggest hint, his AVOIDING YOU!
What do u do? Still talk to him?
Avoid him too? Or what?
Maybe i should just stop liking him and give up.
Maybe god is trying to tell me dat his not the one for me.
Maybe his telling me that, "GO GET A LIFE! HE HATES YOU!"
What if he finds me annoying and wants me to leave him alone?
Maybe i should then.
Okay, from now on, i'll leave him alone.
I wont say hi, wont talk to him, try not to see him.
But oh, i cant resist it. His just so adorable.
Seriously he is. If only i could tell him that.
But maybe i shouldnt expect too much. Maybe i should learn to relax.
And not expect things to always get in my own way.
Anyway he still likes his ex-girlfriend,
So i stand no chance.
So why am i not giving up?
Argh. JUST FORGET HIM LAH DAMMIT!! Gee.

miz kicked the coke machine
4:29 AM

Friday, March 04, 2005

The first official thing dat happened,
IM NOT GONNA SWEAR ANYMORE!
im serious. Unless its outta my mouth accidentally.
But if not, NO, im not gonna swear.
Anyhoos, here's e second official thing,
He hates me.
A huh. Its official. H-A-T-E-!-!-!
Maybe he did not say it straight to my face,
But its a bit obvious. I mean, the way he
You know what, forget it. I promised before.
Im not gonna speak of HIM in my blog.
Unless something magical happens.
Which will NEVER happen, so no more mentioning him.
Okay, today's my interview at the HQ.
Oh gosh, im nervous, yet not so nervous.
Havent done much research. I mean reading.
Iv done all e research and all, its just dat im lazy to read.
So me lilin, jin man and misha are gonna like meet up and discuss.
LOL. altho, i dont know what people "study" for interviews.
I just hope i dont freak out if i cant answer the qn.
How shall i go? "Erm, i dont think i know the exact answer 2 yr Qn,
But im gonna try?!?!?"
I'll be out definitely. But not EVERYONE is perfect.
Hoping that all the things iv rehearsed in my head wont blank out.
I keep imagining what would happen next before even doing it.
This is bad. Imagining and not exactly DOING it,
May be sad. Cos what if i dont get in?!
I'll be soooo soooo depressed im not gonna go to school for a week!
No, wait, i wanna met my "friend"/s.
But anyways, i keep thinking how my life would be,
If i get to go Denmark. It'll be spectacular.
My life would be ALMOST perfect.
Altho im happy wit my life right now. I dont know how lucky i am.
Comparing wit my life wit real people out there.
Who has bigger problems than me.
Problems concerning real life. Unlike mine. Its nothing 2 em.
I wish there'd be some way i could help em.
Not just any ordinary help. Something that could change their lifes.
But. Maybe when im older i guess.
Maybe from now on, i shall start changing my life.
Stop spending so much money. Stop complaining.
Stop fantasizing. Stop getting angry too often.
Stop being angry wit my parents.
Just stop all those bad stuff.
BUT,, im never ever gonna stop punching Sam and ma mates.
Hah. Especially sam. **Watch out girlfriend**
She caused me a collection of bruises.
On my left arm and a lil on my right.
Its hideous i tell you. Im so lucky i dont wear sleevless shirt out.
Or people might think i have cancer or smth.
Oh well, for me to go to Denmark and not fantasizing,
I shall start reading da notes.
Wish me luck for da interview!

miz kicked the coke machine
4:32 PM