Friday, February 25, 2005

Today's Sports Day.
Kinda boring. Wait, it IS boring.
Went Seoul Garden wit lynn and sharon b4 dat.
Lynn and i bet on who can eat more.
Cos she like ate 4 bowls of rice, and she went like,
"Im like only 50% full?!?!?"
So we went like, "Okay, lets see who eats more."
Sharon help us take like a plate-ful of chicken.
And after we cooked it, both of us ate like a pig.
No, actually, LYNN ate like a pig. Haha.
Nah, she lose anyways.
Oh well, I think he hates me now.
I know for sure where i stand now.
I have like a negative chance wit him.
Its not dat i wanna be wit him.
I just want to tell him!
Oh well, he told me clearly that he still liked his ex girlfriend.
So i'll just try to fantasize on my plans.
Oh yea, my fucking leg hurts like fuck!!
Fucking Sam and her fuka-lala. hahah. Jokes babe!
She fucking punched me at my thighs and arm.
Like at the same spot+many times.
But at least all dat punching, made Nutan's punch-mark disappear.
Am sure gonna miss it. Been wit me for at least 2 wks. Hah.
He FUCKING HATES meeee!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe he thinks im just another fucked-up girl,
Trying tah annoy him.
Oh well. Most probably am gonna go gym wit Sam tmrw.
Really hope she can delay her piano lessons!!
More punches!! Haha. Watch out sam!!
Anyhoos, gonna call lynn.
Ciao.

miz kicked the coke machine
2:30 AM

Monday, February 21, 2005

Okay, im gonna start wit tmrw.
Arghhhhh. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!
Tmrw's da fucking thinking dayyyyy.
Oh wella, im da flag raiser and i dont know how tah raise da flag.
Gordon taught me a lil.
Omg, what if it drops suddenly.
I'll be like the joke of e year, plus i bet i'll be banned from da pole!
Anyhoos, tried waiting for him.
But i guess his training HAS TO END LATE!!
ARGHHHHHH!! But anyways, it doesnt matter.
Fate's just not there i guess.
Im depressed. depressed, DEPRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I fucking suck at chemistry!!
Wait, firstly, i wanna apologize to my Shaun.
Sorry doode, im always staying back i know.
Spare me this time please. Thanks.
Okay, i think i need to make a deathwish list soon.
Things i really need to do before i die. MUST.

Things to do before i die:
1. TELL HIMMM!!!!! (this is to be done by my Lynn cos she knows)
2. Go to one of these places.
[i]Canada
[ii]Denmark
[iii]New Zealand
[iv]Germany
[v]Africa
3. Get my o level certificates.
4. At least work once, so i can pay my parents my bills.
5. Do something for the poor or disabled. Something GREAT. like volunteer work.
6. Repent from all my sins.
7. Be prepared to answer to god.
8. Make my parent's happy. I meant, REALLY happy.
9. Open an Islamic Hospital in Canada.
10. Be one of the top students in school, even tho it'll be so low among other schools.

So there it is. My 10 deathwish list.
Somehow, i feel 10 is common,
So here's another.
11. Get my car license when i turn 18 + a BMW car.

Yeap. I like BMW.
Actually i like many others, But i want a BMW.
No, No, i want a LEXUS!!
Okay, i can change my fantasies to real.
Gotta work on dat noww!!

miz kicked the coke machine
2:44 AM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Just finished helping Nutan search his wooden boxes.
Oh my gawd, am soooo sleepyyyy.
Wasted loads of time at the interchange just now,
But what the heck.
It was fun.
Nutan started teasing me abt smth and all.
And there's this drink called KICKAPOO,
And i kept pronouncing it as KICKAPOO.
(See, doesnt the spelling and pronouncation match well?)
But Nutan and Bises said it was suppose 2 be pronounced as,
KICKAPO.
And we kept fighting abt that.
But decided to ask the Auntie who sells it,
Who didnt understand what we were asking her cos
She doesnt understand english,
So Nutan and I had to speak to her like a retardo.
But she pronounced it as KICKAPO tho. Harumph.
Oh well, am gonna take ma rest now.
Ciao.

miz kicked the coke machine
6:59 AM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYTHING GONEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
Fucking computer.
Im not gonna type much in ere'.
It'll be a waste anyway.
Im just gonna summarise what i typed just now.
1. Common test are coming and im not prepared for chemistry.
(even tho there's a chemster sitting right behind me.)
2. Im the flag raiser for guides thinking day. Yey.
im not in da stinking contigent. But wait, dat means i cant ponteng school!!
Argh, dammit!
3. Im chickening out on telling him slightly abt how i feel.
(I guess some feelings are meant to be kept by onself)
4. I cant fucking sleep so dats why im posting now.
Oh well, im gonna straighten up my life now.
Ciao.

miz kicked the coke machine
6:37 AM

Friday, February 11, 2005

Its sooo surprising,
But somehow, it feels like the comp's real fast today.
Maybe its cos iv changed somehow.
Im beginning to pray 5 times a day.
Okay, 4, but im trying.
Iv just realise how important it is to pray to god.
Like, everyone around me can be clever and brilliant and everything,
And so can i, but i have extra help, dat is the Almighty god.
Omg, i feel so religious.
Anyhoos, iv been thinking,
To succeed in life, one must not just work hard,
But realise what lies beneath them.
Its like, sometimes, people think they cant do it,
But in reality, if they really put their heart and mind into it,
They can really succeed and find out their true talent.
If everyone else, who was born the same as i am,
Can succeed and get what they want,
Then why cant i?
I think its really about time for me to start making decisions
Like what am i gonna do after this and all.
Actually, i thought about it before.
Mommy made me do it and i know exactly what i want.
Its just about taking the next step.
Okay, nuff' bout these talks.
I gotta run. Going tah town wit sissy.
Ciao.

miz kicked the coke machine
9:24 PM

this is her pretty sister.
im in her acct because i have to put the tagboard for her.
and why do i have to do that?
because she doesn't know how to do it.
hahaha.
loser.
bye kids.

miz kicked the coke machine
3:48 AM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

i feel so motivated.
By my mom of course.
One day, when my name's up, im so putting my mom's name up too.
Nurul Ameerah, Daughter of Zuraida Mustafa.
Course i didnt forget my daddy's name.
Its actually in my name, so its okay. Hah.
Oh well, mommy motivated me today.
Maybe cos i came home early and all.
And my maths teacher called, dats why.
We were like making fun of her and all.
Mommy started saying "I thanked her and said ' I really appreciated ur help' "
And i went like, "So what did she say?"
"Oh, she just laughed."
Then we laughed. I went like," Omg really? Was it like this?"
Then i started laughing like her.
Its actually not bad to hang out wit ma mom.
Cos when she's in da mood, she'll crap around wit u.
LOVE MY MOMMY ALOTTTTTTT!!
Okay lol. I know i should have love her always, but i just love her
MORE now. LMAO.
The curtains in da living room is really pissing me off.
Ugh. Am so bringing it down now.
Ciao.

miz kicked the coke machine
10:36 PM

Thursday, February 03, 2005

My tagboard's not up, cos my account fucked up,
Im failing my class tests, [except physics, YEY!]
I cant download music on ma comp,
And my so-called love-life is a failure.
Come on, tell me, WHO DOESNT CARE ABT THEIR LOVE LIFE?!?
i know I do!!
Anyways, there's always a better side in life.
Like, HE SAID HI TO ME!!
I have my friends to count on,
I PASSED MY PHYSICS TEST!
and at least i know MY family loves me.
What? THAT is my love life ain' it?
Okay, anyways, life's been hectic.
Actually, not really, im just too lazy to log on.
Everyday after school, i either watch TV
Or do my homework.
I dont have thee time. Hah.
So today i came home early, cos my sista didnt
Fucking picked up her phone to confirm e place we're meeting.
Spose' to go Far East wit her to window shop.
But i guess it doesnt matter to her,
cos her school's like fucking near Far East.
Plus she's been there too many times PER week!!
Going there on Saturday anyway. Wit Li Lin. Yey.
Ear-ring shopping.
I have yet to buy bikini wit lynn. Planning to get 1 yesterday.
Anyways, suppose to go tanning wit her today!!
But fuck, she HAS to have training and her bloody PMS.
oh well, im gonna slack at home thee whole dayyy!!
Am off to eat lunch. Oooh oooh, DADDY'S HOMEEE!!

miz kicked the coke machine
10:04 PM