take back everything you said

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Yey. Changed ma skin.
Got this from da blogskin thingy.
Caught ma eye. The pictures i meant.
Omg, im like totally hooked to greenday!!!!
Arghhhhhhhh!! Love it like fuck!
Anyhoos, school's same.
Had to unpick my school skirt.
Which i realise, was preety short, i guess.
But hey, doesnt affect me in any way.
Its just fucking school, god.
Oh yey, this friday, i think, am gonna skate wit SHAUN!!
Gosh cant wait.
Omg. Am suppose to go to de airport wit him today.
Argh. Oh wella.
IM GONNA QUIT GUITAR!!
Yey, lol. But Ms Loh was like "clinging" onto us.
Everyone's gonna quit!! Ditch her pathetic club before speech day.
Altho, im very sure i'll regret it somehow. I always do anyways.
Everything i decide nowadays, goes e opposite way in e end.
Like, i predict something good would happen.
It'll turn out bad.
Maybe god is tryin tah tell me smth.
Oh grrreattt, i forgot bout ma fucking tagboard.
I dont even know why i fucking bother.
Maybe cos im living life like shitnitz dat i have to share it to da world.
Congratulations to me.
Oh wella, am putting ma tagboard.
Sooo gonna fuck off.

miz kicked the coke machine
1:17 AM

Sunday, January 23, 2005

I'll take back my word on ma last post.
I WILL post for awhile now.
Ditched school and decided to hang at home.
Was having doubts abt it and all,
But oh hell, im having a time of my life here.
Thinking of changing blog skin.
Am sick of this one.
Since i have e fucking WHOLE day, I think imma start now.
Oh gosh, im beginning to fucking swear.
Must be those unrated porn show i watched wit sissy yesterday.
i AM being influenced!!
Fucking hellll!!

miz kicked the coke machine
8:33 PM

I think im influenced.
Seriously, i am.
From now on, i think im gonna stop thinking abt guys.
Not that im obsessed wit them or anything.
Im gonna concentrate on improving my self-image.
Internal as well as external.
Am gonna concentrate on getting out of Singapore,
And planning on what to do once im outta ere'.
But 1 thang im looking forward next week,
Is am gonna start skating wit Shaun!!
His gonna show me his tricks and all dat.
Gee cant wait. Anyhoos, dont think im gonna update for awhile.
Am sick of the internet-world.
Blah. Fucking sheeitttt.!

miz kicked the coke machine
2:14 AM

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Oh my gawwwwddd, been like a friggin long timeee.
Anyhooos, school's IN now, so im like dammit busy.
School's been like a fuckwittage nowadays.
Lessons are fine, blah blah. More of like people.
Im like fucking pissed off right now.
And im NOT SUPPOSE to be?!?!?!?!?
Like, come on.
"FRIENDS ARE FUCKING CLOSE TO HEART NOT BY FUCKING DISTANCE!!"
Olrite, am gonna calm down now.
Im not afraidd. I have a very loving family.
Caring best friends, and a wonderful life.
I should live it to da fullest. This may all be happening..
But god, Oh god, things happen for a reason!!
Am not trying to be like a mean bitch, but its me.
Gosh, im a HUMAN?!?!?!? I have feelingsss.
I dont make the perfect decisions, and neither do u.
You know what, it doesnt matter anymore.
If swearing solves everything, then here it goes.

Tick-tock, tick-tock
Tick-tock, tick-tock
What you waiting
What you waiting for
So when you see me on your blog with two glocks
Screamin Fuck the World
I just don't give a fuck
Talkin that shit behind my back,
dirty mackintellin your gurls that I'm on crack
I just don't give a fuck

Blah blah, it sounds funny.
Hah, nah, im just kidding.
I dont like to have enemies and fight.
God, i think its like fucking lame.
LOSERS fight.
Am gonna stop ere', for now.
Just FUCK off.

miz kicked the coke machine
3:49 AM

Screwed-Shit

NAME:Vanilla_//Missy
AGE: Underaged
LOCATION:Mummy's Womb
Treasures:LOVE ALMIGHTY GOD.SPONGEBOB and his mate, PATRICK.LJ.LL.Jeanie.Sam.Misha.Lina. Adam<3.Sara.Marcos.Alex.Hannah.Junior.My pillow.My Habbo.My BABY.My cds.My phone.My room.My books.My solitaire.Myself.

Tunes
Blindside.
Boxcar Racer.
The Used.
Taking Back Sunday.
Finch.
My Chemical Romance.
Rancid.
Sparta.
AFI.
Diffuser.
Fall out Boy.
Less Than Jake.
Smile Empty Soul.
Armor for Sleep.
Senses Fail.
The Ramones.
The Donnas.
Foo Fighters.
Funeral For A Friend.
Death Cab for Cuties.
The Spill Canvas.
Saosin.
Oasis.
Emery.
Dashboard Confessional.
Say Hi to Your Mom.
Gratitude.
Weezer.
Daphne Loves Derby.
Bouncing Souls.
Motion City Soundtrack.
Hidden in Plain View.
Hawthorne Heights.
American Hi-fi.
Matchbook Romance.
The Honorary Title.
The Decemberists.
Motion City Soundtrack.
Starting Line.
MurderDolls.
Rocket Summer.
Hot Hot Heat.
Sugarcult.
AlterBridge.
S.O.A.D.
~~M.A.R.C.H.- Nothing Much; Just the HOLIDAYS!!~~
~~Duration of Holiday: 14/03 to 20/03~~
~~Tests: 22/03- A maths test;~~
~~A.P.R.I.L.- 01/04: APRIL'S FOOLS!!~~
~~M.A.Y.- 05/05: Sissy's b.dae; 23/05: Daddy's b.dae;~~
Duration of Holiday: 30/05 to 26/06
~~J.U.N.E.- 03/06: Youth day; 31/05 to 2/06: Guides camp;~~
J.U.L.Y.- 23/07 to 30/07: Denmark trip, Woooot; 27/07: Mummy's b.dae;
A.U.G.U.S.T.- 09/08: National Day, which means HOLIDAY;
~~S.E.P.T.E.M.B.E.R.- 03/09 to 11/09: HOLIDAYS;~~
O.C.T.O.B.E.R.- 02/10: Fasting month; 08/10: Brother's b.dae;
N.O.V.E.M.B.E.R.- 02/11: MA B'DAE, Last day of Fasting Month; 03/11: Hari Raya; 19/11: Holidays;
D.E.C.E.M.B.E.R.- THE END OF YEAR 2006!!!

Things to do before i die:
1. Wishing HE'D knoww.
2. Go to one of these places.
[i]Canada
~~[ii]Denmark~~
[iii]New Zealand
[iv]Germany
[v]Africa
3. Get my o level certificate.
4. At least work once, so i can pay my parents my bills.
5. Do something for the poor or disabled. Something GREAT. like volunteer work.
6. Repent from all my sins.
7. Missing.
8. Make my parent's happy. I meant, REALLY happy.
9. Missing.
10. To Hold His hand.
11. Get my car license when i turn 18 + a BMW/LEXUS car.