Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Oh gawd. Guess what!?!?
My computer's alright!!
Except for the downloading music and stuff.
But at least i can still listen to some music.
Managed to dwl some. Yipeeeeeeeee!!
So neways, today and tmrw's my family chalet+barbeque thing
And im surprised how it had made people real angry. Wow. Amazing.
So anyways, Friday's my class bbq at East Coast.
Cant wait to see my fellow retarded girlfriends.
**Looks at Shir and Sam innocently**
This morning was awaken by the sound of screaming.
By my mom of course.
She was like, "MIRA WILL U WAKE UP OLREADI?!?"
Was sooo irritated. She kept blabbing about what i was suppose to do.
Like clean the fucking kitchen and wash the dishes and iron my own clothes.
UGH. I FUCKING NEED A MAIDDD!!
Really hope bibik can come back next year.
But ugh, why must she go to Saudi?!? Not fair. I booked her first.
Oh well. Went tah watched Shutter wit Li Lin yesterday. Much fun!!
Didnt wanna show her my new haircut cos it totally suck! lmao.
*Grins at Li Lin. LOSER!*
So neways. Went tah walk around to find each other's birthday prezzie.
Thinking of buying her a eeyore mug. (:
So anyways, Shutter's really nice. I mean the storyline is.
I love it. The ghost part, well, not so scary actually. Only the background music.
I like the part where Natre was clinging on Tun's neck. I think dats sweeet.
So yea, so much of ghost movies. Watched LOADS of them.
Oh yea, MY CAMP WAS FUCKING FUNNN. (not)
Im serious, we did so much FUN (borangg) things!!
Dont wanna brag about it due to a particular person dat i feel like killing.
Oh well, better get on my chores b4 mommy comes back.
Better fuck off.

miz kicked the coke machine
5:20 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Sometimes i feel i have the worst computer in the so-called teenager's world.
Cos why? Theres nothing to do on this friggin comp.
The only things i can do are as follows:

1) Blog, like wat im doing now, durrhh.
2) Check my email.
3) Check my blog.
4) And serve other websites without any sound.

Gosh, how worse can it get?
Cant use the internet??!?!?
But hey, i have to be thankful to god dat i even have a comp..
Just imagine those in the third world country,,
They dont even have television!!!!
I am lucky. I am really lucky.
Lucky cos:

1) I have a loving family, altho, my younger sister is still IRRITATING!
2) I have a beautiful and cosy home to provide me wit a strong shelter.
3) Both my parents are still around.
4) Both my parents are fit enuff to wake me up frm my fantasies.
5) Still have a car.
6) Still have a comp, teevee, ma phone, room, bed, clothes, food, radio, dvds and vcds and all the technological stuff i think.
7) Can still go for holidays even tho its only Malaysia.
8) Parents dont abuse me.
9) I have part of my freedom.
10) Have siblings to pull me up from any misery, besides my younger sister durr cos she never cares about me.

See?!? I am lucky. Its just dat i cant see it..
From now on, i will do as follows:

a) Pray to god, 5 times a day+7 times a week+4 weeks a month+12 months a year.
b) Not shout at mommy when she asked me to do things.
c) Reduce the amount of watching movies, especially troy. Resist!
d) Make amends.
e) Not waste food. [Think abt the peeps in 3rd-world country]
f) Not shout at my sister when she messes room and ignores em'.
g) Shall help mommy tidy up room.
h) Fully concentrate on studies to achieve dreams.
i) Learn the abc's alpahabets by hard. [whoops!]
j) Make a new resolution list for next year. [?!?]
k) Dont blog too much. [uses too much energy which would lead to using too much electricity which would further lead to more burning of fossil fuels]
l) Get ready to go Seoul Garden wit guitar peeps!

Oh gosh, am really late.
Have not even bathed!
Argh, now i really gotta fuck off.

miz kicked the coke machine
8:31 PM

Monday, November 22, 2004

A world filled wit music.
A world filled wit books.
A world filled wit fun and laughter and joy..
Dats wat my life's been lately.
Tho its the holidays, am sooo not filling anything like the hols.
I mean, come on.
I hardly go out. I mean.. HARDLY EVER!!
And i have not watched any movies. Not a single one.
The only place dat i always head for during the hols is SCHOOL.
Boring old school.
Like there isnt any other place better than prison..
In school, u have to FOLLOW the FUCKING RULES.
Cos if u dont, YOU GET PUNISHED.
just like prisoners.
Oh well, yesterday was my open house. So-called.
Spose to be fer ma aunts and 'cles on my momma's side.
Was fun i spose. What with everyone bein' happy and all.
Guess i wasnt inside..
There's something in him dat makes me wonder.
Why do people give up?
Is it cos they're not strong enuff?
Or is it cos they lost their faith and beliefs?
Its weird isnt it? How people can give up their life?
Why cant people motivate themselves?
Why cant they get up when they fall down?
I once read this book which made me realise something.

"The winners are not afraid of losing. The losers are.."

Oh well, lets jst leave how the world is today..
Anyhoos, been listening to loads of new music.
Firstly, Yellowcard, which i <3>Hilary Duff, I am:
I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
I'm powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

miz kicked the coke machine
1:16 AM

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Yeahooooo!!
Much fun on Hari Raya on the first day till today!!
Collected luck loads and loads of cassshhhhh!!
Cant wait to go shopping again.
Weeeeeeeeeeee. Sad tho dat i couldnt turn up for the chalet.
**glances at Sam and Shir innocently**
So sorry babes.
We'll have another chalet, just the 3 of us next time okaysss?!?
Anyhoooos, past few days been hectic for me.
Been eating loads and loads of food..
But thank god, mummy is here wit me to lead me for a healthier life!
LOL. wat i meant was going for exercise.
Sad tho dat daddy's still fasting. If he were to join, i would be soo skinny now.
I go for walking/jogging every single morning.
Cant afford to grow fat again. Hate it.
Have to build up my body metabolism.
So yea, if im not wrong, i have guides actually today.
But darn i friggin forgotten.
Or rather, some peep jst dunt wanna inform me.
Was suppose to be at 1 oclock but changed to 8 oclock.
Like damn. And like, im in the committee?!?!
Ugh. Why am i such a failureeee?!?!!?!?!?!? WHYYY!?!?
I like this song tho.
Its by Yellowcard.
Sad dat my friggin ARES wont work and my msn too. Ugh.
My life's just getting better and better each day.

And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven
Then we will make it through
One more year, down here

miz kicked the coke machine
6:38 PM

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Am soo totally screwedddd!
Been really, REALLY busy wit the housework doing shiznit..
HARI RAYA is tomorrowww!!
I can finally eat in the open!!
Olright, dat sounds corny..
Anyhooos, mom's been really stressing me up!
She's been like, Can you hang up the curtains? Can u mop the kitchen's floor?
But hey, im always happy to do it,
Cause, WHO ELSE DOES?!?
So yea, im now waiting for the floor in the kitchen to dry,
so i can do another round of mopping cos according to mommy, the floor is still DIRTY!
Oh well, least i could still blog in the mean time.
So yea, went shopping wit Shir and Sam on Tuesday..
Had loads and loads of fun..
Screwed when my slipper fell off when running across the street cos it was raining.
Ugh, Note 1: Not to wear slipper when going shopping.
But took loads of neoprints and it really made my day..
Im gonna somehow try tah post it in here wen im done cleaning da hse.
Oh well, the kitchen's floor calling me..
Gotta run.
So am gonna eff off noww. Weeeee.

miz kicked the coke machine
1:51 AM

Sunday, November 07, 2004

I AM GOING SHOPPING.
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
I am truly a shopaholic.
Seriously, i cant get enuff of shopping.
I think its the best sport/hobby EVER!
Anyhoooos, gonna go on Monday, i hope. **looks at Sam and Shir**
I have to go. Gotta prepare for some stuff.
Toodles.

miz kicked the coke machine
2:19 AM

Friday, November 05, 2004

Decided not to put colours in some of e words
Cos it looks ohso disgustinggg.
Specially wit my black background.
Anyways, gonna change layout soon.
Still Emily Strange of course.
Gonna use Sam's layout she sent to me..
**Thanks alot babe! ;)
Am real jealous Shir went tah Sam's place todayyy.
And ugh, she flirted wit Furbyyy!!
Hello? Girlfriend? Are u insane?!?!
Gonna leave me alonnnnneeeee?!?
Hee, LOL jst jk. Gosh, i sound lame + bored.
I am actually. Gonna use Shir's nail polish tmrw..
Gotta run.

miz kicked the coke machine
5:19 AM

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Hmmm. double check on Birthday list and wat i'v gotten. Hee

What iv gotten:
1) YELLOWCARD ALBULM*
2) Make-ups frm bro: Eye definer and mascara.
3) 2 of Bridget Jones Diaries from Mommy at e airport.
4) A Birthday treat at swensens
5) A sketch book with an insulting story from my younger sis.
6) My birthday wishes frm people who i truly <3>A report on me by my bestie, SAMM!!*
8) A **pink** not-just-a-notebook-but-a-book-i-tink+bracelet+ nail polish frm Shir!!*
9) A looney toones plate frm Lynn and Jenifer+ 2 pairs of earrings+ a box of chocolates frm Lynn!

I am sooo grateful for all e things iv gotten.
Thank you God!
Love all e stuffies iv gotten frm ma bestieeessss!!
Going out wit em on Monday! Cant wait. Gonna shopp!!
Gonna shop for Hari Raya shoes and make up,
tho bruder have already bought me make up and stuff.
You know, just additional stuff, no worries!
Mommy's giving me 50$(not enuff!) for e shopping
But i already have 50 bucks so its doesnt matter.
Love e bracelet Shir* gave me! Gonna wear it every single dayy.
Screwed up by the report Sam* gave me too.
Its really sweet actually, thinking dat she actually wasted her time writing dat for mee!
Thanks a lot Sammm. Appreciate it.
More wishes frm Roze and other peeps.
Am wearing the earrings Lynn've gotten meeee..
Its really nice actually. Like it alottt!
Oh well, still waiting for more. (Oh my god, im soooo thick skinned)
But hey, everyone loves presents dont they?
I know i do.. Been always happy to receive presents frm people. Duh!
Hmmm. Oooh yea, got into the same class as Sam*, Lynn, Michelle, Milli and Bises.
Sad tho that Shir's* separateddd!! Ugh, darn!
But no worries babe, wont affect our friendship yea?
Oh yea, got into class 3i. (Loads of nerdss. Eeeeks!)
But hey, wit me, Sam*, Michelle and other bitches, wuld not be a nerd class no more!
((: Hah. Still havent gotten anything frm Him tho.
Getting it later on. Gosh, how long have it been since i saw him?
Approximately erm, 2 weeks?!?!?!?
*slaps forehead* No talking bout him in blog, ugh!
So anyways, heres my list of wat i still want and have gotten frm it.

This is wat i WANT originally for my 14th Birthday:
1) Yellowcard's albulm(gotten)
2) Clothes
3) Sony Ericsson k700i and a line
4) Books(gotten)
5) Loads of Earrings(gotten)
6) At least 2 new belts
7) An emily strange wallet
8) A peck on e cheek from him ((:
9) Another albulm, whichever artiste i dont care
10) and An mp3 player

Weeeeeeeeeee, am sooo happppyyy!!
Going shoppingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gonna shop fer Lynn's present tooooo.
Gee, wat shall i get her? Clothes? She <3s>so can secretly grant her wishes)
Anyhooos, gotta run. Gonna try on earrings!
Toodles.

miz kicked the coke machine
9:18 PM

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Been exactly how many weeks havent i logged onn?!?
Hmmm, like almost 3 friggin weeekss!!
Gosh, miss the blogging/surfing world..
The computer's finally working(thk gawdd!!) so im typin away like some
Mad Fureeek.
My birthday just passed like 2 days ago(sad),
So whoever wished me e other day, thanks a whole lot!
At least u guys remembered.
My so-called you-know-who best friend didnt even wish me.
Oh well, Shir, i dont exactly know when we gonna chill..
Cos like i have to clean e hse and all dat before Hari Raya.
Ugh, i'll have 2 do it ALL BY MYSELF cos like my older sis's having
her o levels(no fair), my mom would be busy wit work and stuff, my brother?
Dont even mention him, he wont even wash his own clothes.
And my younger sister is so-called too young to function as a "maid" in e hse.
Gurrettt. My holiday-life is all about cleaning, cleaning, CLEANING!!
I think im gonna turn out to be a clean-fureek.
Fasting month gonna end soon. Yeahoooo.
Its gonna end in like 9 days. 9 more days to music and teevee!!
Im really depressed now.

This is wat i got for my 14th birthday:
1) YELLOWCARD ALBULM frm my sister!!!!!! Love yer loads. Thanks!
2) Make-ups frm bro: Eye definer and mascara.
3) 2 of Bridget Jones Diaries from Mommy at e airport.
4) A Birthday treat at swensens(i dont know whether this counts cos we always have one for each of our birthdays. a family treat i mean.)
5) A sketch book with an insulting story from my younger sis.
6) My birthday wishes frm people who i truly <3 7) Most probably handphone frm daddy and a new line.

This is wat i WANT originally for my 14th Birthday:
1) Yellowcard's albulm
2) Clothes
3) Sony Ericsson k700i and a line
4) Books
5) Loads of Earrings
6) At least 2 new belts
7) An emily strange wallet
8) A peck on e cheek from him ((:
9) Another albulm, whichever artiste i dont care
10) and An mp3 player

So, so far i only get 2 things dat i wanted.
However, i learnt today to be thankful for watever iv gotten.
Cos patience pays it all, i think.
Oh well, gotta start cleaning up the sty.
A whole day for me to "look forward to"
Toodles.

miz kicked the coke machine
4:41 PM