take back everything you said

Friday, August 20, 2004

So i finished another book..
I dont know watsup wit me.
Like why the hell am i reading tons of books?
Hee. The new me i guess.
Just finished reading Shopahlic Ties the Knot
Oh gawd, i just love Sophie Kinsella.
She totally rawk my worldddd!!
I mean, she writes the best of the best BOOKS!!
It really hilarious..
Its just the besttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!
I love it to bits and pieces.
Oh my fuck, im serious..
Im swearing for no apparent reason,
Jst cos i simply ADORE the book and author.
Oh yea, my brother got a promotion.
And he'll be treating the family tonight for dinnerrr.
Hah, REVENGE!!
Since he doesnt treat me, its time to have a feasttttt!!
Too bad his not bringing his gf.
Im trying to persuade her to come tho..
So she can bond wit the family.
Hahaha. Oh well, talking to her right now..
So toodles.

miz kicked the coke machine
7:39 PM

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Just finished doing geog notes.
Test tomorrow after school..
Gotta study like 5 freaking lessons!!
And 4 pages of fucking notessssss!!
Like dammit long.
How am i gonna memorize all of em?
Good luck to myself i guess..
Oh well, im fasting today.
Hee. A goody girl i am! =)
Aneways, nothing much happened today..
Same old shit everyday..
Gotta go and study geog, gotta pass this 1!

miz kicked the coke machine
3:07 AM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Had to come to school today..
*Sighz* Was boring as usual..
Nothing much happened. Only dat i sooo totally embarassed LYNN!!
LOL. lynn, HOWS MY FUCKING HAIR?
lalalala. Most probably i'll be going back to Rosyth tmrw.
Not sure. Ask harith to come along.
And he'll be asking e whole crowd.
Joevenne's also going.
And i cant believe im chattin' wit him rite now.
I NOE, surprisingly!!
Aneways, went tah library wit Jas jst now..
Borrowed dis book called,

"Love is a four letter word"

Cant remember who it is from but wat e heck,
its about Sex and all i think..
Oh well, my maths test is postponed to next Monday..
And in 2 weeks time, i'll be having my Science common testttt!!
Mothafucka, im like not fucking readyyyy!!
Oh yea, i sooo totally bitched around today..
And Roseny is back from her fantasy of going to..
GERMANY. lol
The chocolates[my souvenir], melted she said.
Or rather, she ate it.
Oh yea, she also said there was a war going on too.
LOL. Roze, ur fantasy is sooo totally "COOL".. hee
Oh well, g2g fuck off to do ma hw.
So, gonna fuck off lol!

miz kicked the coke machine
2:17 AM

Monday, August 09, 2004

Wooooooottttttttt!! I LOVE TIS' SONGGGGGG!!!!
Waiting for da rest of ma family members to get readyyy..
Going out for dinner.
A late dinner..
Just finished watching da NDP parade..
Dad kept commenting on da parade..
Singapore idol is on now.
Eewwww suckas.
The songs are like crappppp.
There'e one, dat sings about squeezing his pimples!
Like, what de?
Aneways, g2g now, gonna eat at Seoul Garden.
Hmmm yummmm!!
LOL. Gotta fuck off now.

miz kicked the coke machine
5:35 AM

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Why cant i interact wit my mom anymore?
Its like im living a life of sins.
Am i?
Why does my mom hate me?
Does smiling cures everything?
Why must there be conflicts?
Why is life full of question marks?
How do i make my relationship wit momma better?
Apologize?
But what do i apologize about?
That i had been a bad child?
That i had disappoint my mom?
That i had caused her the pain in her heart?
How can i ever answer all this questions?
Would my mom forgive me?
Would she ever talk to me again?
Would she still love me as her child?
Why does this have to happen?
Can i ever make it all better?
Can i make my mom happy in e future?
Would god help me go through all this?
Or do i have all the answers to my own questions?

miz kicked the coke machine
1:51 AM

Friday, August 06, 2004

Oh gawdddddddd!!
THE VILLAGE was shooooo freaking niceee!!
Watched it wit Jas, Lynn, Milli, Yu Lin and Leonard.
So funn haha.
Me and Leonard kept scaring Lynn. *evil larfs*
And lynn screamed in da cinema. Hah.
Enuff said bout dat.
I dont noe wat to do for 5 frigging dayss.
I wanna go back to school and see himmm.
Oh well, probably im going out today.
Mebbe to da library to study.
Maths test coming up.
Mensuration, im really bad at dattt.
Gee. Nothing much to say today i guess.
Toodles.

miz kicked the coke machine
9:05 PM

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Had da 2.4km run today..
Kinda glad dat i passed..
Its not usual dat i pass actually..
Got position numba 23 i think.
Quite lousy actually..
Not very satisfied but wat the heck, i passed!!
Went out wit JaS today to Cineleisure ..
Ate at Pastamania and ordered Chicken and mushroom pizza.
PLUS, a chocolate mousse..
Mmmmm YUMMMMMM!!
A treat for myself cos i lose weight. Hah.
I dont eat after 6 aneways so i guess its okay..
Aneways, after school tmrw, i have NAPFA 5 items.
Goshhh, im sooo worriedddddddd!!
Im scared dat i wont be able to do ma pull up and jumpp.
My upper abdomen or rather my left-side top stomach hurtsss!!
The pain is very sharpp.
Still feeling it now. From after i have eaten till nowww.
There's a compo test tmrw.
Oh yea, got back dnt test back..
Im not satisfied wit my marks even tho i was 3rd in class.
The marks is like sooo dammit low.
So aneways, having tuition LATER.
Suckaaaa. The silent cell again.
Im serious, my tuition is like the most quietest place EVER.
So damn boringggggg.
But wat e heck, i still hafta go.
Gotta ciao, hafta do science homework. SHIT.
Fucking off now.

miz kicked the coke machine
3:13 AM

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Canoeing was shooooooooooooooo funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!
Rite li lin?hahahahah
Left, left, right, right, aiyah, block lah! Wakakakaka
Soooo screweddddddd!
Wwent for canoeing/kayaking at Camp Christine yesterday.
Was soo fun thought both of my arms ache like fuck.
Aneways, learnt alot and made sorta new friends.
Bleah. We canoed/kayaked[?] from Camp Christine to Pulau Sarimbun.
I think. Camp Christine's at Lim Chu Kang road or lane.
Wat the heck?
Stepped in da mud, bitched around alot.
Kept threatening Lin that i'll make the canoe capsize.
Hahahaha. Sho fun!
Been a long time since iv canoed/kayaked[?].
Since like pri5? A whole 4 years!
Wish i can go canoeing/kayaking againnn!!
But gawddd, da canoe was soooo heavy.
Accidentally scratched my fingers while carrying da fucking canoe.
Hurt like shittt.
Miss Mok was soo cute, canoeing/kayaking by herself.
She looked like an experttt.
LOL. I hate tha travelling part tho.
When we were on e way to our destination, which is Pulau Sarimbun..
It seemed easy.
But on the way back, it took like FOREVER.
I tried singing to entertain myself. Or rather entertain Li Lin. =)
And i hate da current tooo!! Sucker. It kept going against us.
I tried to erase the thoughts about capsizing in the middle of da sea.
Cos da man said dat there were jaws. I tot there werent!!
But luckily, no1 capsized. And no1 cried upon reaching da island.
Phew! Tiring day, yesterday.
Probably going out today wit parents and sistas.
Gonna buy new shoes. It tore cos of da fucking muddd!!
Aneways, gotta run. Sho fucking hungry. Blah.

miz kicked the coke machine
12:07 AM

Screwed-Shit

NAME:Vanilla_//Missy
AGE: Underaged
LOCATION:Mummy's Womb
Treasures:LOVE ALMIGHTY GOD.SPONGEBOB and his mate, PATRICK.LJ.LL.Jeanie.Sam.Misha.Lina. Adam<3.Sara.Marcos.Alex.Hannah.Junior.My pillow.My Habbo.My BABY.My cds.My phone.My room.My books.My solitaire.Myself.

Tunes
Blindside.
Boxcar Racer.
The Used.
Taking Back Sunday.
Finch.
My Chemical Romance.
Rancid.
Sparta.
AFI.
Diffuser.
Fall out Boy.
Less Than Jake.
Smile Empty Soul.
Armor for Sleep.
Senses Fail.
The Ramones.
The Donnas.
Foo Fighters.
Funeral For A Friend.
Death Cab for Cuties.
The Spill Canvas.
Saosin.
Oasis.
Emery.
Dashboard Confessional.
Say Hi to Your Mom.
Gratitude.
Weezer.
Daphne Loves Derby.
Bouncing Souls.
Motion City Soundtrack.
Hidden in Plain View.
Hawthorne Heights.
American Hi-fi.
Matchbook Romance.
The Honorary Title.
The Decemberists.
Motion City Soundtrack.
Starting Line.
MurderDolls.
Rocket Summer.
Hot Hot Heat.
Sugarcult.
AlterBridge.
S.O.A.D.
~~M.A.R.C.H.- Nothing Much; Just the HOLIDAYS!!~~
~~Duration of Holiday: 14/03 to 20/03~~
~~Tests: 22/03- A maths test;~~
~~A.P.R.I.L.- 01/04: APRIL'S FOOLS!!~~
~~M.A.Y.- 05/05: Sissy's b.dae; 23/05: Daddy's b.dae;~~
Duration of Holiday: 30/05 to 26/06
~~J.U.N.E.- 03/06: Youth day; 31/05 to 2/06: Guides camp;~~
J.U.L.Y.- 23/07 to 30/07: Denmark trip, Woooot; 27/07: Mummy's b.dae;
A.U.G.U.S.T.- 09/08: National Day, which means HOLIDAY;
~~S.E.P.T.E.M.B.E.R.- 03/09 to 11/09: HOLIDAYS;~~
O.C.T.O.B.E.R.- 02/10: Fasting month; 08/10: Brother's b.dae;
N.O.V.E.M.B.E.R.- 02/11: MA B'DAE, Last day of Fasting Month; 03/11: Hari Raya; 19/11: Holidays;
D.E.C.E.M.B.E.R.- THE END OF YEAR 2006!!!

Things to do before i die:
1. Wishing HE'D knoww.
2. Go to one of these places.
[i]Canada
~~[ii]Denmark~~
[iii]New Zealand
[iv]Germany
[v]Africa
3. Get my o level certificate.
4. At least work once, so i can pay my parents my bills.
5. Do something for the poor or disabled. Something GREAT. like volunteer work.
6. Repent from all my sins.
7. Missing.
8. Make my parent's happy. I meant, REALLY happy.
9. Missing.
10. To Hold His hand.
11. Get my car license when i turn 18 + a BMW/LEXUS car.