take back everything you said

Sunday, November 23, 2003

YeAp yeap. bEen A long time ya'll. My computer's fucked up so im lazi ta post in stuff. aneways. i wont be posting in long aneways. im juz gonna say dat HARI RAYA IS IN 1 DAY!!!!!!!!!!!! wOoOoOoOooOoOoOoOOttTtTtTTt!~~~ cant wait. i dunnoe why im all soo excited. mebbe cos i dun hafta fast. but i gotta PAYBACK!! GrRrRrRR. DaRn. but wat the hell. ma keyboard's soo fucked up im not gonna type anemore stuff. so toodles.

miz kicked the coke machine
1:20 AM

Sunday, November 09, 2003

BLUE

You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

miz kicked the coke machine
5:27 PM

Been a long time aye.? GrRrR.. rafhana wants me 2 dwl fer her songs 2 burn.. GawD. i've never heard of the songs she hears. k Watever. Aneways.. im soo bored.. ill be like sitting at home fer another 2 weeks. till hari raya. YEY!!! HARI RAYA IS IN 2 WEEKS TIME!!!!!!! GrR bUt i hafta payback ma fasting days, cos i missed 6 days of it. *SIGhz* My mum gave us[me,ma sistur and ma maid] some tasks fer hari raya. hmm.. lemme see wat i muz do : make chocolate chip cookies and polish all furniture. GeEz. ALL furniture? its not as if my hse has little furni. my gawd. my hse has soo many chairs dat half of my class[38 ppl] can have their own seats. and plus, my mum bought a new sofa. so dats abt more than half of ma claz wid seats. heh. aneways.. i tink im beginning not 2 like jay anemore. wat i meant was.. not hate as in really hate him.. but dislike him as in not like him. lol. as in DAT kinda way... u noe. i tink i would rather just be frens wid him. i noe the perfect guy fer me will come eventually. his juz coming later dats all. and im in no mood or rather no 'condition' to go out wid ane1. mebbe imma w8 till im 17. according 2 ma maid.. at dis age.. the relationship of couples.. is true love. so if imma go out wid ane1 rite now.. i wont be experiencing or 'dealing' wid true love. dats juz a saying. so go on and be dat crazy guy or ghurl whus 'pretending' to be in love wen its not even TRUE love. -PEACE-

miz kicked the coke machine
4:58 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

Sorrey i've not been posting ane entry.. been really busy l8ly.. i tink. watever. aneways.. he ADMITTED it!!! he admitted he has a ghurlfren. Dat BASTARD.!!!!! GrRrRrRrRr.. imma hate him 4ever.!!!! But i still like him. =( he helped me a lottt. but he still broke my heart.. i'm not gonna like ane guys in my whole life anemore.!!!!!!!!!! Guys SUCKS except 4 ma best fwen. KENNY!! he understands.. Thanks dude.!! Aneways.. i've gort no more shit 2 tok about. So toodles.

Shut up, just shut up shut up
Shut up, just shut up shut up
We try'n to take it slow, but we still losin' control
Ya we try to make it work, but its still is the worst
And I'm craaazayyy, tryin' to be your laaaadayyy
I think I'm goin' craaaazay

miz kicked the coke machine
6:59 PM

Monday, November 03, 2003

Adam is sooo sweet.. he sent me an e mail wishing me happy b'dae.. he told me he loved me.. but will i love him too.? i dun seem 2 have de great feeling wen he says he loves me... whyyyy? i used to have dat feeling.. why not now..? izzit bcos i'm feeling something else wid some1 else? can't be wid Jay.. cos i soooo hate him.!!! whu izzit dammit..????????

*I H8 JAYSTORM.!!!*

miz kicked the coke machine
12:35 AM

Sunday, November 02, 2003

Today's Ma B'dae.!! Sorry i didn't post anething fer the past few days.. i'm busy i guess.. watever.. my dad gave me a new hp.. my mom not yet.. my sis not yet.. my bro and his gurlfren gave me dis really cool thing wid ma name on it.. my maid gave me a blouse.. and err.. no more.. aneways.. a lot of peeps wished me happy berfdae and i'm grateful dat they actually remembered ma b'dae.. even tho they may have been reminded or watever... Aneways... i'm gonna hate JAYSTORM aka StateNStorm.. He has a GHURLFREN!! dat's wat his display message says.. not on msn mind u.. he dun use dat.. its in habbo.!! i have not confirmed the bad news yet but i'm sure dats his ghurlfren.. it says: Jay loves Lyns or somefink like dat.. i dunnoe wat his doter's name iz.. i was really hoping dat was his doter's name.!! i g2g now.. its late.. l8erz.
*I H8 JAYSTORM.!!!*

miz kicked the coke machine
6:36 AM

Screwed-Shit

NAME:Vanilla_//Missy
AGE: Underaged
LOCATION:Mummy's Womb
Treasures:LOVE ALMIGHTY GOD.SPONGEBOB and his mate, PATRICK.LJ.LL.Jeanie.Sam.Misha.Lina. Adam<3.Sara.Marcos.Alex.Hannah.Junior.My pillow.My Habbo.My BABY.My cds.My phone.My room.My books.My solitaire.Myself.

Tunes
Blindside.
Boxcar Racer.
The Used.
Taking Back Sunday.
Finch.
My Chemical Romance.
Rancid.
Sparta.
AFI.
Diffuser.
Fall out Boy.
Less Than Jake.
Smile Empty Soul.
Armor for Sleep.
Senses Fail.
The Ramones.
The Donnas.
Foo Fighters.
Funeral For A Friend.
Death Cab for Cuties.
The Spill Canvas.
Saosin.
Oasis.
Emery.
Dashboard Confessional.
Say Hi to Your Mom.
Gratitude.
Weezer.
Daphne Loves Derby.
Bouncing Souls.
Motion City Soundtrack.
Hidden in Plain View.
Hawthorne Heights.
American Hi-fi.
Matchbook Romance.
The Honorary Title.
The Decemberists.
Motion City Soundtrack.
Starting Line.
MurderDolls.
Rocket Summer.
Hot Hot Heat.
Sugarcult.
AlterBridge.
S.O.A.D.
~~M.A.R.C.H.- Nothing Much; Just the HOLIDAYS!!~~
~~Duration of Holiday: 14/03 to 20/03~~
~~Tests: 22/03- A maths test;~~
~~A.P.R.I.L.- 01/04: APRIL'S FOOLS!!~~
~~M.A.Y.- 05/05: Sissy's b.dae; 23/05: Daddy's b.dae;~~
Duration of Holiday: 30/05 to 26/06
~~J.U.N.E.- 03/06: Youth day; 31/05 to 2/06: Guides camp;~~
J.U.L.Y.- 23/07 to 30/07: Denmark trip, Woooot; 27/07: Mummy's b.dae;
A.U.G.U.S.T.- 09/08: National Day, which means HOLIDAY;
~~S.E.P.T.E.M.B.E.R.- 03/09 to 11/09: HOLIDAYS;~~
O.C.T.O.B.E.R.- 02/10: Fasting month; 08/10: Brother's b.dae;
N.O.V.E.M.B.E.R.- 02/11: MA B'DAE, Last day of Fasting Month; 03/11: Hari Raya; 19/11: Holidays;
D.E.C.E.M.B.E.R.- THE END OF YEAR 2006!!!

Things to do before i die:
1. Wishing HE'D knoww.
2. Go to one of these places.
[i]Canada
~~[ii]Denmark~~
[iii]New Zealand
[iv]Germany
[v]Africa
3. Get my o level certificate.
4. At least work once, so i can pay my parents my bills.
5. Do something for the poor or disabled. Something GREAT. like volunteer work.
6. Repent from all my sins.
7. Missing.
8. Make my parent's happy. I meant, REALLY happy.
9. Missing.
10. To Hold His hand.
11. Get my car license when i turn 18 + a BMW/LEXUS car.