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Thursday, October 30, 2003

GuEss wattt?? i found JAYSTORM!!!!!!! my baybeh.. GrRrRrRr.. been like finding him in habbo all the time and found out dat his account got hacked and he forgot ma habbo name!! GRrRr. LoL.! but luckily i found him.. i had been soo down ever since he "left". naw.. i'm not gonna make him or accept him as my boyfriend cos i dunch feel lyke it. *sighz* i dunnoe... his nice and all dat.. and he sooo understands my feelings.. wish i could juz make my decision properly.. i wouldn't wanna hurt his feelingz. i hate making decisions.. i guess i'll juz leave it 2 fate..? but i dun tink i can.. My stomach's hurting me!! Adam came back.. his online now.. i dunnoe whether to like him annot.. adam is not as nice as JAYSTORM, but his cute.!! LoL. His a lil retarded tho.. hee hee.. aHhHhhHhh.!! Adam said he missed me and u noe......................... his sweet.. i juz asked him whether we're still on 2gether.. my relationship wid him is weird.. its always on and off... He said dat he still wanna go on wid me.. And he went offline.. Khairi juz went home.. sorta.. she's going 2 granny's place.. aneways.. i dun tink i wanna go on wid Adam no more.. i'm soooo into JAYSTORM.!! heh. i'm sooo hungryy..!! actually.. i CAN eat but i juz dun wanna cos there's nuthing nice 2 eat.. GrRrRrrRrRR.. Tigeress is angry and hungry.. lol.. my sistur hates it went i call myself Tigeress cos her sorta crush or "back up" is Tiger. Heh. Aneways.. she's no more wid Muqmin olreadi.. they broke up juz now.. on their 1 month anniversary.. LoL! Juz 1 mth.. my sis can stay long wid guys.. thats her weakness.. i dunnoe mine wid guys.. mebbe i'm not daring enuff? Geez.. like i've said... i'm not gonna accept JAYSTORM as my bf even tho i like him... or am i.?

miz kicked the coke machine
11:45 PM

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

Didn't go to school 2dae.!!!!! UgH. wAnted soo much to go to school. i tink my maid woke me up but i didn't notice or watever... but as far as i knew.... NO1 WOKE ME UP!!!! WaAaAaAaAaAaAaAa..!!! I wanna go to school.. I miss ma fwenzie.. ma beloved table.. and Sean's big nose. Dude.. its still funney.. LoL.!! aneways.. 4get it.. the actual reason i wanted 2 go to school was P.E.!! i wanted P.E. and something else which i dun wanna mention.. i am sooo bored at home.. its olreadi been 6 daes since i have not been to school.. i miss wearing my damn idiotic school uniform which is always tucked out.. hee hee.. 2dae imma breaking ma fast at granny's place.. i hope LALA[ma cuzzin whu scratched me!] is there and his lil bro. heh. aneways.. my dad insist dat we muz still go to terawih cos 2dae it will be a different ustadz whu's leading da prayer. aneways.. i dun have 2 pray 2dae. i'm having it.!! ahhhhh!! i dun wanna owe fast.!!! Why oh Why?!?!?!?!?! :( i g2g and change.. be wid ya l8erz.

miz kicked the coke machine
6:58 PM

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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miz kicked the coke machine
1:25 AM

which smilie are you?

miz kicked the coke machine
1:22 AM

My Stomach Sooo painnnn.!!! CrAmP! aneways.. i juz came back from Far East wid my sis and sop.. Sop was sooo shy and quiet juz now.. So cute.!! He everytime oso sms.. Duh.! Rich kid. bring $60 to shop fer clothes.. even tho fer me is not enough.. at least its more den $20. *bleah* i am sooo tired.. Later still need to play badminton wid ma sistur.. Haiz.. stoopit me.. didn't buy anething from far east.. juz took stickers from Pretty In Tokyo! LoL. Gosh.. i went to far east fer like.. 2 daes in a week.. i bet the shopkeepers there recognize and were bored wid my face. the person frm Pretty In Tokyo probably remembered me and my sis too.. but i tink it was a different person.. ugh.. watever.. Eben juz said dat he saw me wid my boyfriend.. Err.. Hello.!! i dun have a boyfriend.. i juz hope he dun tink dat sop was my boyfriend.. i'm in nooo mood to have a boyfriend rite now.. no guy has touched my heart. CHEY! heh. aneways.. my blogger is full of quizzes.. LoL. Bored Lah.. Dunnoe Wat To put in my blogger.. i wan it to be full of quizzes. hee hee.. Eben lIed!! UgH. Hate him!! There will probably be rugby now on channel 24 of starhub cable tv.. geez.. i wanna watch!! But my dad wouldn't let me.!~ No fair.!!! Eben plays rugby tho.. i wonder wat happens when the other players lies on top of him.. he'll be squashed. aww.. poor him. LoL.! His sooo skinny.. Heh. No offence dude.. but u gotta eat more..!~ Geez.. I dunnoe why people like being in lurve. I hate being in lurve and people whu r in lurve.. cos love drags u away from ur normal surrounding.. wat i meant was... like fer example.. my sis.. when her bf is sad... she'll also be sad. UgH.! wAT the heck.? and from wat i've seen.. from frens and stuff.. the relationships won't turn out well. meaning... every relationship will not last dat long.. i mean will but at a certain age.. for my brother whu is 19 and is wid his gurlfren fer like 5 yrs or somewhat.. his relationship will probably turn out well.. fer ppl like my age.. they won't.. it's like.. they will break easily.. the relationship is like fragile. juz a lil bit of misunderstanding.. and den, juz like dat... they became strangers or worse.. enemies.. i juz dun believe in true love.!

miz kicked the coke machine
12:59 AM

What type of music are you?
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miz kicked the coke machine
12:58 AM

I am 73% Punk Rock

The intelligent punk. Tuff and Smart. I may be able to maintain a train of thought long enough... What the fuck was I talking about?

Take the Punk Rock Test at fuali.com

miz kicked the coke machine
12:51 AM

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

Sweet and fruity, you drink to have fun and love every minute of it!

Congratulations!! You're a strawberry daquiri!!

What Drink Are You?
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miz kicked the coke machine
8:10 PM

I took the fruity fruit quiz

made by rav-chan

Check out which fruit you are

miz kicked the coke machine
8:06 PM

You are Ariel from The Little Mermaid!

What Disney Princess are you?
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7:26 PM

miz kicked the coke machine
7:21 PM

i juz finished reading my sistur's blogger.. she has a new layout tho.. quite nice but watever.. she said in one of her entries dat she liked my blogger.. cos it's pink.. ;) heh. aneways.. she helped me wid the template and stuff.. so i had 2 say that her blogger is nice aye.. so aneways.. i can't break my fast at the mosque. darn.! i wanted 2 eat there cos i dunnoe why.. i juz feel like eating there.. mebbe bcos the more people there is there... i feel more........ ugh. i dunnoe how 2 explain. >:@ aneways... my maid is like picking a recipe 2 cook 2dae. and my sis is like going really noisy saying "selamat"(save).. geez.. weird~ btw.. in her blogger.. i saw this unkymoods the icons are soo cute.. i'm gonna put one of em inside here. heh. 2dae my sis and i are gonna go out wid sop! actualli.. he suggested it to ma sistur.. more of like asking out my sistur.. but i budged in. LoL.! i bet he hates my presence later. my maid and my mom are like soo excited by the breaking of fast.. and my mom seemed soo happy.. but if she's gonna noe dat my sis and i are gonna skip tadarus, she's is sooo gonna be like a bull in a china shop.. chey. i'm using err.. wot do u call these kinda phrases..? watever.. i nid 2 use my habbohotel now.. can't live without it.. l8erz.

miz kicked the coke machine
6:57 PM

You are Trinity, from "The Matrix."
Strong, beautiful- you epitomize the ultimate
heroine.

What Matrix Persona Are You?
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miz kicked the coke machine
1:24 AM

i've just finish updating my blogger.. actualli my sis did.. 2dae i had tadarus. [the reading of the quran wid ppl.] aneways.. there was soo little people.. another 1hr and 42 mins till the breaking of fast. LoL.!! Aneways... my berfdae is on dis sundaeeee!!! My sis is going out wid Sophian.. AhaHAhaHAhahHa.!!! They will make a perfect couple tho. LoL.~ i bet Muqmin will be soo jealous.. dat is, if he knows.. i'm sooo gonna tell him.!! >:) Aneways.. they are soo not toking 2 each other.. Like i care. [Actually i do.. cos i wan em 2 break] i prefer sophian and my sis to muqmin and her.. cos muqmin is sooo like a tappered guy.. My sis juz commended dat my english is sooo gd.~ thx.! i'm like practically typing wot she says.. aneways... i'm gonna make my mash potatoe now.. so g2g.. l8erz.~

miz kicked the coke machine
1:09 AM

Saturday, October 25, 2003

YeYyyYyY..!!~~ My OwN nEw bLoGgeR.. HaiRi CaME uP wiD tHE naME of The BloGgEr.. LiLmeer SoUndS cUte.. k.. i'm gonna change the blogskin now.. so l8erz.

miz kicked the coke machine
6:40 PM

Screwed-Shit

NAME:Vanilla_//Missy
AGE: Underaged
LOCATION:Mummy's Womb
Treasures:LOVE ALMIGHTY GOD.SPONGEBOB and his mate, PATRICK.LJ.LL.Jeanie.Sam.Misha.Lina. Adam<3.Sara.Marcos.Alex.Hannah.Junior.My pillow.My Habbo.My BABY.My cds.My phone.My room.My books.My solitaire.Myself.

Tunes
Blindside.
Boxcar Racer.
The Used.
Taking Back Sunday.
Finch.
My Chemical Romance.
Rancid.
Sparta.
AFI.
Diffuser.
Fall out Boy.
Less Than Jake.
Smile Empty Soul.
Armor for Sleep.
Senses Fail.
The Ramones.
The Donnas.
Foo Fighters.
Funeral For A Friend.
Death Cab for Cuties.
The Spill Canvas.
Saosin.
Oasis.
Emery.
Dashboard Confessional.
Say Hi to Your Mom.
Gratitude.
Weezer.
Daphne Loves Derby.
Bouncing Souls.
Motion City Soundtrack.
Hidden in Plain View.
Hawthorne Heights.
American Hi-fi.
Matchbook Romance.
The Honorary Title.
The Decemberists.
Motion City Soundtrack.
Starting Line.
MurderDolls.
Rocket Summer.
Hot Hot Heat.
Sugarcult.
AlterBridge.
S.O.A.D.
~~M.A.R.C.H.- Nothing Much; Just the HOLIDAYS!!~~
~~Duration of Holiday: 14/03 to 20/03~~
~~Tests: 22/03- A maths test;~~
~~A.P.R.I.L.- 01/04: APRIL'S FOOLS!!~~
~~M.A.Y.- 05/05: Sissy's b.dae; 23/05: Daddy's b.dae;~~
Duration of Holiday: 30/05 to 26/06
~~J.U.N.E.- 03/06: Youth day; 31/05 to 2/06: Guides camp;~~
J.U.L.Y.- 23/07 to 30/07: Denmark trip, Woooot; 27/07: Mummy's b.dae;
A.U.G.U.S.T.- 09/08: National Day, which means HOLIDAY;
~~S.E.P.T.E.M.B.E.R.- 03/09 to 11/09: HOLIDAYS;~~
O.C.T.O.B.E.R.- 02/10: Fasting month; 08/10: Brother's b.dae;
N.O.V.E.M.B.E.R.- 02/11: MA B'DAE, Last day of Fasting Month; 03/11: Hari Raya; 19/11: Holidays;
D.E.C.E.M.B.E.R.- THE END OF YEAR 2006!!!

Things to do before i die:
1. Wishing HE'D knoww.
2. Go to one of these places.
[i]Canada
~~[ii]Denmark~~
[iii]New Zealand
[iv]Germany
[v]Africa
3. Get my o level certificate.
4. At least work once, so i can pay my parents my bills.
5. Do something for the poor or disabled. Something GREAT. like volunteer work.
6. Repent from all my sins.
7. Missing.
8. Make my parent's happy. I meant, REALLY happy.
9. Missing.
10. To Hold His hand.
11. Get my car license when i turn 18 + a BMW/LEXUS car.